Lion

Thursday May 30, 2013

Asiatic Lion- present-day female, 163 kg, India (lives on border of Gir Protected Area)

I stare at the males. I wait until they leave the bodies of my poor dead cubs. Once bursting with life. Now, lifeless. So quickly. So young.
They become disinterested in the corpses. Growing cold so fast. I’m glad they don’t eat it. When they approach the females, we snarl. We will not let them near us yet. And they will stay with us until we let them mate. There is no other way. They have become part of our pride now. I detest them like my mother detested Mate and his brother. When my father was driven off by them.
But I must come to accept them. This is the lion way of life. I am glad to never be separated from my mother. I am with her pride.
With no cubs to feed. Yet hunger still crawls at my stomach. I hear more earsplitting sounds. BOOM, BOOM. CRACK. The sound of the strange sticks. Then scurrying footsteps, and the other lionesses gallop up the slope. They are unsuccessful in raiding the Man dwellings. They stare curiously at me. At those males. The males stride forward boastfully. The rogues with filthy pelts. Revolting. The other lionesses smell death in the air. I see the grief in their eyes. The pity for me but the meaning of something else for them.
No one is ready to mate yet. We are all too hungry. Overwhelming sadness crashes on me. Yet I must move on. I must survive to carry on my genes. I crouch down the slope. We will attack the Man dwellings again. Only this time we will not search for scraps. We will go for the live meat.
We wait first. There is lots of waiting in lion hunting. Lots of patience. I snatch a stray rat and finish it in one mouthful. It is nothing to fill my stomach. I must have real, heavy meat. And I must brush away the sadness of losing my cubs. With it I cannot hunt well for nourishment. Without nourishment my second litter will not survive.
And then, dark depths of night. The brightness above the can has gone out. The Man creatures seemingly disappeared. In their dwellings, I suppose. We crept down the slope. Tasting air. Delicious smells. The other animals have scented us. They panic. But they cannot escape. They are penned. Man has done all our work of chasing for us. This is easy game.
A few lionesses stalk a large cow. It moos, its stench filling my nostrils. Its eyes roll wildly in its head in fear. The males corner a huge creature much like the hog: a pig. I creep towards big feathery birds; chickens. None of these animals native to our land. Yet still brought here, by Man. Smelling so delicious and fatty.
The animals begin to make terrified sounds. Squawks, honks, oinks. I hear the intensified terror in the cattle as lionesses sink teeth into its neck. The squeals of the pig as it kicks in its pen. Thrashing and wailing. I focus on the chickens. Clucking rapidly and smelling of fear.
They are a mass of dirt-colored feathers and bright beaks. I leap easily over the wooden gates and lunge into the flock. Chickens squawk and scatter. They flap wings in terror. They can not fly. They make a terrible noise.
I manage to pounce on two. I let the smaller go, crunching down on the bigger’s neck in one swift bite. Bones are crushed in my teeth. Blood gushes through onto my tongue. Hot blood that tastes delicious.
Soon it is all over my muzzle as I lie there and feast. In the middle of the chicken pens with the chickens in bewilderment. I take my time. I have much of the night left and these birds cannot go anywhere. It is a lion’s feast here.
A flurry of feathers and dried blood sticks to my mouth. I’ve reduced the first to bones. With a quick pounce I leap on another and eat it. I fill my stomach with fowl brought by Man. The blood and everything of the chicken is delicious. I have grown a liking for these animals.
From the smell of blood the other lions have brought down the cow and the pig. They have made a great rattle of noise. I’ve only just snapped the neck of a third. When the brightness turns on again, blinding my eyes. Man voices. Gurgled, strangled sounds. Yelling. Shouting. I grab my dead bird, ready to bolt.
Man has awakened by the sounds. Suddenly something loud clatters next to me. I drop my bird in surprise and snarl. Hair bristling, startled, scared. It is made of metal and blasts my ears. I take my catch and run. I sense the strange sticks will be coming out next. To get us.
And I am right. Just as I race into the darkness. CRACK! BOOM! Something lands right behind me. I realize I might have just narrowly escaped death.
But another lion isn’t so lucky. I hear another CRACK and someone yelps. The thud of falling to the ground. I have no time to look back. I don’t dare. I sprint, faster than I ever had. Up the slope out of sight. I feel dirt fly behind me and I hear a whistling sound. Right after the next CRACK! that deafens my ears. Another speeding object. It almost killed me.
I emit a low moan of terror and relief as I reach safety. I set my catch down. Lick my muzzle. Sniff out in the air. Most of the other have made it back safe. Shaken but safe. But blood is still sharp in the air. The noisy sticks have hit a lion. Maybe more than one.
I finish my chicken and wait on the slope, panting. My mother joins me. Terror is in her eyes. But she is fine. Her muzzle smells of blood. Of the feast she gorged on. She sniffs at the feathers by my side. She had taken part in eating the cow. They had only finished half of it before the Man creatures came. The cow meat too much to bring back. We leave it for Man.
Two lions don’t appear from the hunt.
My mother’s sister’s daughter. And my sister.
I race down the hill when everything is quiet. Death stinks the air. There is my sister, collapsed. Her golden fur streaked with blood. It is dark in the night. Her eyes stare blankly up at the sky. A trickle of red crawls from her mouth. My mother’s sister’s daughter is nowhere to be seen. But a trail of blood leads into the dwellings.
My loved ones. Dying so quickly.

Under Man’s wrath.

Lion


Friday May 31, 2013
Asiatic Lion- present-day female, 163 kg, India (lives on border of Gir Protected Area)
But the eating is too good at the Man village. We can not pass on another chance. Even with two casualties. The rogues are cautious. I sense two of our lionesses are pregnant with their cubs. I bare my teeth when they try me. I am not ready yet. We fight, sometimes.
But within eighteen rise and falls of the sun. We are back.
Prey has run dry elsewhere. There is nowhere to turn to for food. I manage to catch squirrels in the woods. Rats that run beneath our feet. Birds of prey when they hunt rats. Their talons are dangerous. They rake our backs. It opens wounds, fresh and old. There is a danger of our eyes, plucked out by the claws. But we must run this risk. The pride brings down a few of these birds. Until they no longer pass this way.
We travel farther into the woods, hungry. Starving. Our stomachs touch our spines. We are bone thin. We rest longer. Our energy diminishes with each passing day. We attack boar . We tear them apart. Eat them alive. Their hearts still beat as we work our way around eating. Savages. The prideful lions have become savages.
Our land has been shrunken short. What used to be paradise. Now surrounded by Man dwellings. We only have a patch of woods to call home. It is not enough for nomads like us. Man is dangerous. They have taken my sister and another female. But there is no other way to survive.
We creep down, for the second time in eighteen days. Everything is familiar. The remains of animals have been cleared. My sister’s corpse is gone. But I can still smell the blood.
The blood in the air.
Suddenly one of the males shoots out. A flurry of motion in the chicken pens excites him. The rest of us crouch down and stalk forward. Hurriedly but cautiously. It is dusk. There are no Man creatures in sight. I taste the air. The smell of Man clogs my nostrils. That and the animal odors. I cannot smell anything else.
I stop in my path. The male continues racing. I notice it just as he runs into it; the Man barrier.
A barrier that sparks and fizzes. Electric. I register the low hum. Why hadn’t I heard it before?
There is a deafening ZAP! and sizzles as the male smokes on the fence. He yelps and twists. He gets himself caught in the wires. Even more. Hurt. Pain. Extreme pain. Terrible pain. Terror. I can see it from his eyes. The electricity jolts his body up, but he is caught. The awful smell of smoking fur. I see him again. His eyes are cloudy white and lifeless. He does not make another noise.
I shriek with terror as Man yells come out again. The lions bolt. I am ahead of everyone in the hunt. Now I am behind everyone in our retreat. I run as fast as I can go. The sound comes. Just after the dirt blows up. I have not run faster.
My legs are a blur. And yet...
In the next WHIZZ! CRACK!  pain erupts from my leg. I stumble and fall.
My head slams against the ground. Blood warm blood oozes from my lower foot. It hurts so much. Pain. So much pain. Terrible hurt hurt hurt hurt.
I yowl. But I do not want to be hit again. I must drag myself to safety. I get up and limp fast as I can. The others have disappeared. I am the only one left. My foot is dead. Like the male on the fence. Like my sister. Like my cubs. But pain. I can endure pain.
I run. BOOM! Man is firing again. The bomb hits the ground not far from me. I yelp and swivel. Water is near me. It should not be here. It is Man made. So deep. A well.
And I fall into it.
Lions are not good swimmers. My leg does me worse.
Panic fills my heart. Water fills my lungs. I gasp. Breathe. Choke. Cough. Cough in the water. My head rises again. Paws a flurry beneath me. Pain in my leg dragging me down. Down. Down. Blood. Water in my nose. Water everywhere. In my ears. In my eyes. Stinging my wound. Blood mingles with the water. My head goes down again. Bobbing. I struggle. Cough. Choke. Cough. Water rushes in my body. It shouldn’t be there.
Up. Down. I cannot breathe anymore. I gasp. Choke. Thrash in the water. I do not like water.
Splashing is too loud. Too much in my ears. Pain is intense. In my lungs. In my eyes. Pressing on my leg.
I am weak.
My paws are becoming rigid. Like ice.
My body is thin. Bony.
I think I will give up.
Dark. It is so dark.

Dog

Friday May 31, 2013
Dog, present-day purebred gray and white pit bull, 9 kg
I waited in the carrier, my heart pounding with fear and a growl rising up in my throat. The Human soon came out, covers shaped like his hands on his fingers. I could smell the past terrors of previous dogs, and those terrors fueled mine. I whined and snarled when the carrier opened, and I lunged for the brightness outside. I hoped to attack any Human in sight, but I was only a pup and couldn’t go very much anywhere. I managed to stick my teeth in the male’s palm and later his arm, in which he grunted with a satisfactory pain.
But everything scared me. The female from before appeared and pinned me down after I gave her a few good snaps. The male clasped a mask around my muzzle. I was terrified. So scared. I whined and growled and shrieked I was terrified.
“Give ‘em the gas!” the male hollered.
And then I knew, before the pungent smell even hit my nose, that I was going to die.
At the last moments before my brain went and I collapsed, a sudden calm came over me and I knew.
Humans were the cruelest creatures on the Earth.
Beatings.
Abandonment.
Abuse.
Locked in a cold room for eternity.
Always bonded, always trapped.
Hurt. So much hurt.
Pain.
And I would die alone.
Without my siblings.
Without my mother.
I would die.
And then.
The world disappeared.